I am tired

I am tired of being physically, mentally and emotionally tired.

I am tired of hospital life.

I am tired of not knowing when we’ll be home.

I am tired of putting the older kids second. 

I am tired of being a part time mum.

I am tired of depending on everyone else.

I am tired of sleepless nights.

I am tired of giving medicine.

I am tired of coughs and colds.

I am tired of temperatures. 

I am tired of microwavable meals.

I am tired of being isolated.

I am tired of being away from home.

I am tired of no cups of tea.

I am tired of this uncomfortable bed. 

I am tired of these static sheets.

I am tired of the hard uncomfortable chair. 

I am tired of the back ache. 

I am tired of not being able to make plans with more than 24hr notice.

I am tired of everyone asking how Caleb is and not being able to give a positive answer. 

I am tired of fighting to get just the basic level of care for my baby.  

I am tired of being tired and always complaining!!!
Although I am tired of many things I am also very  grateful for many things! Think I’ll leave the gratitude list for another post. 
Today we are going to the Glasgow Science Centre. 

We haven’t been before. 

I really hope it will perk me up and pull me out of this tired, sorry state. 

Dave’s brother is going to stay with Caleb.

It’s gonna be nice doing something the kids will enjoy and spending proper time with them.

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